hey everyone. i havent been on this thing in a while. well i am going to get married in  f ew years. i have the ingament ring and everything. its really pretty. we set the date for it to be 04-18-09. but oh well. i love him and he loves me and both of our families likes the other. so yea. i cant wait.

well i dont like school. the nonly reason why i am doing it is because i need to graduate. but it really sucks. i cant stand it.

ohh... so how about i have a job. yes. i said it. a job. my first job ever. and I HATE WORKIN THERE! so yea. i want to quite. but i need the job. it really sucks. the people are mean. like real mean. and like they dont care about anyone but themself. oh well.

i am so pissed! i never get to see my fuckin daddy cuz he lives far away from me and on christmas day i could get to so and see him and i want to see him and everythin but my ma is being such a lil bitch bout everythin its just really startin to piss me off. plus on top of everythin else im still stuck in this fuckin house wit everyone i DONT wanna be round. if i could i would just go n live wit my boyfriend. but shit if anyone in my family finds out dat i got a boyfriend they would hurt me. mostly cuz they DONT like me bein wit dat kind.damn i cant wait until i get my own place. but i cant until i save up money n everythin like dat. ugh still get over my ma bein such a damn bitch bout shit. im fuckin 18 yrs old. i should be able to do wat i wanna when i wanna do it. u kno i hate that damn sayin that parents always say "u live in my house so u have to go by rule". i think that is soooo fuckin gay. i dont even see why they say that shit anyway. i mean honestly as long as we get done wat we have to do then why in tha hell does it even matter wat we do after we get everythin done? i mean shit... do they really have to be stuck up our asses our whole damn life? i mean are they gunna be like that when we move out or go off to college? ugh my life is full of bullshit right now.  i failed 1 class for sure but im not sure bout my other class but i know for a fact that i passed 1 of my classes. i only have 3 classes. but anyway... im kinda hyper right now. i kno this is kinda weird. im pissed n hyper at the same time. but oh well. i wanna go n see one of my guy friends. haha this shit is funny that im talkin to him bout. haha i cant believe that im even talkin bout this wit him. but oh well. its gunna happen sooner or later. but anway... i better go n clam down a little bit before i say somethin to him that i will regret. BYE

hey everyone. hows it goin? im good. i hope yall had a great weekend. i kno i sure did.

saturday was my 18th b-day. my grandparents came over and we hung out for a little while. then my sister threw me a surprise b-day party. that was sooo much fun. all my friends were here . and my ex boyfriend came. i was so surprised to see him. but he and i are a different story. but anyways... there was only like 3 people that didnt come. it was really fun though. IM LEGAL NOW! HAHA!  

well today my 2 friends that spent the whole weekend with me left me today. it was fun gettin to hang out with both of them together this weekend. i havent got to do that in forever. also my other grandparents came over. it was really fun.

all together in presents i got over 200 dollars, a ring, shoes, a shirt, rob, candles, jacket, piture album, and other things. 

well im gunna go to bed. its like midnight and i gotta get up at 4:45 am. so goodnight everyone and sweet dreams.

~lindz~